My new meal plan is beautiful and everyone is impressed with me especially kitti she's always going on about it. I'll be 45 in three weeks if I do this properly.
What else is happening... Ah, I missed my train... And I have to get the next one. That's pretty much all that's happened in the last few months. I'm on the pill now so rather than worry why I'm late I'll just pretend I don't have it at all heh heh heh. It'll go away soon anyway.
I got a little message from Dylan and he made me feel bad also I think I agreed to get coffee with him, I can probably just plead idiot when I forget to show up. No that would be mean and he's okay. I owe him money from that time I left the cafe early and he had to pay for everything anyway aw I feel heaps bad okay it's settled. Aw man, I have to walk to the station in like 6 minutes this is bullshit. I feel really lonely this morning. I don't know why. Even lonelier than you ordinarily would be waking up at 5am and walking through the rain to get to an almost deserted station where one man stands with a cigarette dangling from his mouth and the ticket machine isn't giving change and a truck drives past and the fat controller hasn't arrived yet and the train is delayed my 24 minutes and you sit on the steps and drink a black coffee and it's freezing cold even though its justt the fourth day of autumn and that's all pretty lonely so yeah.